After that last journal... so sorry.
I was indeed depressed and I needed to vent a little so I made that. You can see it from the first half. After I started to calm down, the second half is somewhat out of topic already.
I had been under a bit of stress and my negativity got better of me. Anyways, I am so sorry to worry anyone.
I had been juggling well so far, despite one or two slips. I had also found time to further build up my own creatures. I will unveil them when I am happy with them