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After that last journal... so sorry.

I was indeed depressed and I needed to vent a little so I made that. You can see it from the first half. After I started to calm down, the second half is somewhat out of topic already.

I had been under a bit of stress and my negativity got better of me. Anyways, I am so sorry to worry anyone.

I had been juggling well so far, despite one or two slips. I had also found time to further build up my own creatures. I will unveil them when I am happy with them
I am not a nice guy. I am hated by everyone who crossed my path.
They see me, they cringe in disgust
They talk to me, they fake a laugh
It hurts... a lot.
Though I try to make an illusion
The truth smashes it into bits
The piece cut deep into my flesh
Drawing back out the wounds
I see life as a horrible place
The darkest abyss seems to be the only place for me
A place where nobody can see me
And me them

I believe that our race
The human race
Will cause their own death
While I may not live to see it
It was the unavoidable truth
Consequences, just because we can't see them
It does not mean it's not happening
I suppose I am too negative
Or is being positive just a cheap lie

I am a horrible person
Both as a member of the human race
And as an individual
Stored away all useless junk on dA, feels good


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dragonLover04 Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste thismessage on their userpage!)

1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're loved
J-Starlight Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Student General Artist
Thankyu :3
dragonLover04 Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome  Yato and Hiyori (Snuggy) [V1] 
J-Starlight Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2014  Student General Artist
VirtualManectric Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thankye for the :+fav:!
J-Starlight Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Student General Artist
No problem :3
VirtualManectric Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Hey, many thanks so much for the +watch as well! Very appreciated! ;v;
GeneralEagleEye Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the cake man ^_^
J-Starlight Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2014  Student General Artist
no problem, happy birthday :3
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